One Fly - Want Fly

My title is a term that S1 will know who she is. =P

There is the conversation between we both,
Me = K One Fly = F

F : too many subjects lahh, haiz!!
K: How many?
F: 6, all hard subjects. =(
K: Wah, really many loh. But, we secondary school time can tahan 11 subjects, see, we so geng (last time). Now, 6 subjects very heavy and complain complain a lots.
F: Ya, why arr? last time could studied from 7am until tuition 7pm. Now, 8am till 4pm ald gua gua jiao.
K: then we also late minutes for bio la, chemistry la, sejarah la...... and if the time at 5pm -6pm we might plan to ponteng.
F: ya, agree with time, ss time can than but now can't.
...

So, anyone know why???

A confusing mind

Ya, i know, there is been a long time i didn't update my blog. Instead of state out any excuse, I think i just start my blog. There is nothing happy stuff to share out, no picture. Just... i'm writing a diary now.

Dear diary,

I'm facing a final exam now, my first semester advanced diploma exam. The thing is i don't have put so much effort on it. I just, feel that it is annoying me. In fact, this is not the way i want to be. But, I had chosen. Well, I really scare i can't get well in my exam. I actually don't expect so much like Diploma time. As the important is i want to enjoy my life, i don't want to stress up myself.

Most propably i will not going to UK in short period. Maybe this make me don't have the motivation to carry everything now. I don't have the AIM now, and i stay at the situation of hope i can going to UK. But, this thinking has make me confusing, losing and no motivating.

Ya, this is the point. Why not i just don't expect so much and just do my best in this 2 years. After that work, this is also the way. DearDear, i need you to control me right now =)

Expect much, suffer much.

I am who I am, Just do my way. =)

Since when i starting to be follow others mind and don't think carefully, Haiz, i want to meet S1 sisters.. As i can discuss this suff with them and they always can give me good advice.

The Vampire Diaries Season 2

Just a short quite update about my lovely drama. As my title "The Vampire Diaries Season 2" is coming soon.

I really can't freaking wait for the drama. I have waiting for it since last year.

here we go, the trailer..
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=685491397#!/video/video.php?v=656122463466&ref=mf

cool song

someone has complain i dint update my blog, i nothing happy to share out..
haha..
But, now i got one cool Korean song that introduce by my Jie. HEHE..

<3 love this song so much


Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh
Change change change change change

Da ddok gateun geot malgo nareul wihan slogan
Da biseuthan saenggagdeul malgo nareul wihan logo
What you want? What you do. Tell me baby what you do
Eonjena nunchi boji malgo step step swagger

(I can change) amuri eoryeodo
(You can change) nuga mweora haedo
(We can change) modu nae mamdaero
Pop pop pop ma collar
(Do it up) shingyeong sseuji malgo
(Take it on) modu haneul wiro
(Jumping up) do it do it do it better

(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Boy boy boy saenggagdaero change
(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Girls girls girls nareul ddara change
(Modu da change) modu da change
(Modeun geol change) modeun geol change
(Ijeneun change) ijeneun change
I'm gonna change change change change change

1, 2, 3 Hah
Let's get let's get let's movin'
Let's get let's get let's started
You you you you you ready?
Yeah~ we just burn it!

Jakkuman shigani ga gwaenhan geokjeongman neureoga wae nan
Ireohge jinaetneunji ppeonhan maldeulman neureonwa all night

Gomin gomin ije geumanhae
Wae iri wae iri pihagimanhae
Deoneun deoneun sogiji malgo
Show me what you got

(I can change) ajigeun mollado
(You can change) nuga nal magado
(We can change) modu nae meotdaero
Pop pop pop ma collar
(Do it up) nunchiboji malgo
(Take it on) modu soneul wiro
(Jumping up) do it do it do it better

(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Boy boy boy saenggagdaero change
(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Girls girls girls nareul ddara change
(Modu da change) modu da change
(Modeun geol change) modeun geol change
(Ijeneun change) ijeneun change
I'm gonna change change change change change

Naneun dalla hana hana
Weonhaneun geol naega naega change
Jigeum buteo I can change
Ijebuteo you can change
Modeun geol da we can change change change

Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
Uh uh uh uh uh uh

(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Boy boy boy saenggagdaero change
(Ch-ch-ch-change)
Girls girls girls nareul ddara change
(Modu da change) modu da change
(Modeun geol change) modeun geol change
(Ijeneun change) ijeneun change
I'm gonna change change change change change

TRANSLATION

yeah, this, I'm bring it bring it let let's go

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh
change change change change change

Instead of those generic things
It's my own slogan
Instead of those similar ideas
It's my own logo
What you want? (What you do)
Tell me baby what you do
Don’t mind the others and step, step, swagger

Incomplete
(I can change) No matter how hard it may be
(You can change) No matter what others say
(We can change) The way I want
Pop, pop, pop my collar
(Do it up) And don't mind the others
(Take it on) Everyone to the sky
(Jumping up) Do it, do it, do it better

(Ch ch ch change)
Boy, boy, boy, change as thoughts go
(Ch ch ch change)
Girls, girls, girls, follow me and change
(Change everything) Change everything
(Change everything) Change everything
(Now change) Now change
I’m gonna change, change, change, change, change

1, 2, 3 Ah~
let's get let's get let's movin'
let's get let's get let's get started
you you you you ready?
yeah~ we just burn it!

The time keeps on ticking
And my concerns keeps on increasing
To explain why I lived like this
I keep stating the obvious facts all night

Now stop worry, worrying
Why, why do you keep avoiding
Stop, stop with the lies
And show me what you got

(I can change) Although I'm not sure yet
(You can change) Even if someone stops me
(We can change) The way I want
Pop, pop, pop my collar
(Do it up) Don't mind the others
(Take it on) Everyone's hands in the air
(Jumping up) do it, do it, do it better

(Ch ch ch change)
Boy, boy, boy, change as thoughts go
(Ch ch ch change)
Girls, girls, girls, follow me and change
(Change everything) Change everything
(Change everything) Change everything
(Now change) Now change
I’m gonna change, change, change, change, change

I am a little bit different, I will change the things I want by one by one.
From now on I can change
From now on you can change
We can change everything, change, change.

uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh uh change
uh uh uh uh uh uh

(Ch ch ch change)
Boy, boy, boy, change as thoughts go
(Ch ch ch change)
Girls, girls, girls, follow me and change
(Change everything) Change everything
(Change everything) Change everything
(Now change) Now change
I’m gonna change, change, change, change, change

I lost my direction and loss confident

Actually, I doubt and doubt for 1 month. But, have no answer yet. If still "like this", i will just behave like secondary school. At the end of the day, i will just give up everything. I can't able find a way to spread my emotional.

Accident

Just having an accident at prima setepak there. The uncle is so rude. where got ppl T-junction still moving his car, and still want to say is our fault. I pray my mother really get what she want.

I feel i very useless. I don't what i can do at that. But this is my good lesson. Next time have this situation again. No matter how, I will take picture and record down everything.

I must do that.