Monday, March 29, 2010

28 March 2010

In the early morning, my mom and me go to Sungai Wang and time square together with my bro. But he is going for work. Actually, I have an appointment of face wash in time square. My mom said she wants follow too, but she doesn’t accept my offer with pay for her to wash and messages. So, I accompany her to go sungai wang first, then only she enjoy her shopping at time square, wow, she bought a lot stuff ^.^

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Different experience *Last minutes*

First, i will delete previous emo post. I really angry about GH worse services. There is past, no point to complaint about it anymore. The important is, must buy Insurance, quickly.

*Hu~* Finally, i get my time to post my blog. There is a different experince that i had never expected happening in my life on this two week.
17 March 2010(Wednesday), my mother(mom) started to stay in GH and my first time to visit the worse hospital. I was totally shock from my mom, because i never seen my mom weak like this. She was fever about one week and heart pain, after class (12.30pm), my parents were waiting for me to go hospital.
In hospital, nobody want to bother my mom,thereafter, only have more ppl come to asked the details from me and checked my mom when
she was faint down in the toilet.
After 2 hours, doctor said she must went into criticle zon to check again. Migosh!!! when i saw my mom, my heart was bleeding, 2 gluclose water, heartbeat test machine, blood pressurse test machine, oxygen and others i can't remember. At 5pm++, strated checking and scaning in criticle zon, inside was so scary and the smell was disgusting. and i went home.
There is 9pm, my dad asked me to pick mom's shirt, we both thought can bring her backed, who knows, when walked into Ward23 (persakit jantung), no.27, saw my mom... ... She was pale and thin so suddenly. My heart bleeding more and speachless. Crying at outside. Doctor said not denggi, suspect heart attact.
Next day, 11am sharp was IFA mid-term test, Bao Ying had told me delay the test, but tutor offer me on Tues which i having presentation. So, i din't bother bout it with still went for the teat. Of course, i can't concentrated it and worried. I din't slept well at all. This is my frist time feeling different suffer.

The third day, my mom was moved into the room that stay by heart attact patient, inside got air-con, but not suitable for us. This few days thanks my aunt purposely come down from penang to take care my mom when i in college. 12.20-2 & 4.30-7.30, this is the time i keep went in and out to visit my mom. Accept in college the otehr free time was picked up house stuff[1st time use washing machine & cook =p(my hand was injured, haha)]. Honestly, i had no time to sleep, i'm not enough sleep because that was hungry handphone which take care my mom. And i still have went to mns shop to pick up something.

Finally, the result was my mom ate wrong pill and affected her heart and whole body. Came back on Mon 6pm but the hospital told me 2pm. SUX! There was not enough yet, i still had to rush my CRM assignment and presentation on Tues, but i didn't touch it at all. So,12pm was my time to did it, 4am done it, i don't know what happen to father asked me wake up at 7.30am. I can't sleep and take the time to write my transperancy.Last minute again. After that, everyone thought IFA assignment can delay, so Wed realx a lil bit, who know pass up on Thurs. Wed rush assignment again till Thurs. Pass up!!! Last Minutes. haha~

I would like to thanks Nancy,headmaster and my mom's friends who bring her so bird nest,brand's chicken and others. Thanks to DearDear, shi fu, Onesang, Bao Ying, A thaim, derrick. Thanks to go visit my mom. Thanks, lee chearn, see eng, jian lun come visit my mom.

My mom is ok now, but headache, will be gone back to hospital nest Wed. She shopping with me yest, was house purpose la. We both bought wallet together. She is polo and mine Alain Delon^^ Today, went to cut my hair, cut off all the curvly hair left the hair myself. Well, nothing much different actaully . *haha~*

Most ppl said i suitable with curve hair, but i think still not the time to make my hair into curve yet. Because there make me look mature but my thinking still not mature yet, i feel still match me. *hehe~* The thing what i want is my nature hair and my nature colour. I'm just a student, no extra money to keep going salon. Student's knowledge is limited. I need more time^.^

Saturday, March 13, 2010


AH HU~ *deep breath*, What happen this few days, What happen with me and with my family.

1st, get a bad news of my grandma, ok, now she is safe, stay at my cousins there, she is ok. Go back home already.

2nd, my computer get virus, i can't do my assignment, but it is lucky my house have more than 1 computer. But, the information is on my own computer. I'm thinking to buy new CPU. But, not a laptop. I like to use desktop more than laptop. And also, it is not the time for me to use laptop yet.

3rd, my mum, fever on Thursday, she told me very cold that day, yest night told me very hot. Now, cold again, "gek sei me" still say don't want go to visit doctor. i ask my bro bring her visit today. the number mum has taken is 30, but there are only no. 14 of the patient. NO choice, have to wait and bro have to work, so bro come back house, wake me up and fetch me go to clinic accompany my mum. See my mum so suffer, her leg is sour. So, doctor help my mum to draw blood.have to wait until 4pm only know the result whether is dengi or not. I pray is not DENGI!!!!

4th, hope my deardear~ raptor watch sell more than RM5000.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Getting well..

Dad told me that Ah Ma had been move to the normal room~
I pray again, the day she haven come back home, the day i still worring, hope see her in the house faster.
Love her~..

Monday, March 8, 2010


Last Fri, work with DearDear~

We ordered Domino's pizza and enjoy with deardear~
Nice Nice~ my family don't eat domino. So, i like it & enjopy.


Once my dad come back, don't know what he is doing at the kitchen, keep "ting ting, tong tong, xiat xiat"..
So, "Ba, what are you doing?" I ask curiously
"I came back with fishing." answerd by my dad.
"Wah, So yeng" i said
'omigosh, so my dad actaully would be fishing' think from my heart without speak ot and now i only know actaully he is a so patiently person.

Here it is.

So big and long~ wahaha~

Sunday, March 7, 2010


Yesterday, went to visit grandma(Ah Ma) which was fetched by xiao gu Ah Mat. i went with my mother. It is nothing much to describe. Once saw her, just only one word can be described, HEARTBURN;心痛.
She is thin and and her body is full of tube, her hand is so swollen. Her heartbeat is around 102 when talking and 98 when no talk, imagine how suffer when grandma talk.

But, according to my relatives said today is ald good enough. Youngest uncle is stay at the hospital but at outside because that have the time to visit grandma which is 12pm-1pm, 4pm -7pm, 10pm-12am. All my relatives is staying at the hotel which nearby the hospital.

I heard my third aunt said, that day Ah Ma keep want to sleep in car when on the way come to hospital, which also her heart is cant function normally, but my aunt keep not allow her to sleep!!!
Just can't sleep!!!

On the way there was the hot raining day, i pray deep again.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Worrying 2

I call dad today, once i come back home. But, he is on the way going to his boss house, which locate in around The Mines. Which means, i can't going to visit my grandma(Ah Ma-Hokkien). But, dad has going to visit Ah Ma.

Just a few minutes, once dad back. I ask for the situation of Ah Ma immediately. Dad say, Ah Ma is moving from ICU into CCU(Critical Care Unit), Ah Ma can regconize people and say Ah Ma's heart is no so much power and also diabetes is keeping high. Actaully, i don't have the chance to visit Ah Ma, i'm so worrying because dad keep say when move to the IJN(Institute Jantung Negara;National Heart Institute) only bring us to go visit Ah Ma. I'm thinking Ah Ma sure very thin now. Haiz~

The different between ICU and CCU, from Forum.
ICU generally stands for Intensive Care Unit while CCU stands for Coronary Care Unit. The latter will get ONLY critically ill patients who are there because there is cardiac decompensation. Things that get people admitted to a CCU include: ST-elevation MIs, Cardiogenic shock, severe refractory congestive heart failure, primary malignant arrhythmias, intractable angina requiring balloon pump etc.....all very cardiac things. Patients can be intubated in a CCU, but if they are being intubated, it is only because it's secondary to the real problem which is the heart.

The ICU is for critically ill patients who need blood pressure support or respiratory support but it's not due to a primary cardiac problem. This includes things like septic shock, hypovolemic/hemorrhagic shock, severe pulmonary conditions resulting in respiratory failure (like a bad asthma or COPD exacerbation or a pneumonia), any person who has been revived after a cardiac arrest, fulminant liver failure, large strokes, status epilepticus etc.

CCU meaning critical care unit is somewhat of an antiquated term--you won't hear it as often nowadays. The critical care unit in terms of what you're talking about is basically patients who need extra monitoring that can't be done on the floor (e.g. patients on insulin drips) or patients who are on their way to being intubated, but you may be able to ward it off (e.g. COPD exacerbations you start on BiPAP), but these patients are not sick enough to be in the ICU. You may hear these units referred to as "step up" or "step down" units. "

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

DJ Earworm - United State of Pop 2009 (Blame It on the Pop)

Do you all know this cool song. That is really cool. This is the song DearDear invite me to listen. At 1st , i felt not that good, but it is cool after spend some time to listen it.

Click here to get free of the song

  • The Black Eyed Peas - BOOM BOOM POW

  • Lady Gaga - POKER FACE

  • Lady Gaga Featuring Colby O’Donis - JUST DANCE

  • The Black Eyed Peas - I GOTTA FEELING

  • Taylor Swift - LOVE STORY

  • Flo Rida - RIGHT ROUND

  • Jason Mraz - I’M YOURS


  • Kanye West - HEARTLESS

  • The All-American Rejects - GIVES YOU HELL

  • Taylor Swift - YOU BELONG WITH ME

  • T.I. Featuring Justin Timberlake - DEAD AND GONE

  • The Fray - YOU FOUND ME

  • Kings Of Leon - USE SOMEBODY

  • Keri Hilson Featuring Kanye West & Ne-Yo - KNOCK YOU DOWN

  • Jamie Foxx Featuring T-Pain - BLAME IT


  • T.I. Featuring Rihanna - LIVE YOUR LIFE

  • Soulja Boy Tell ‘em Featuring Sammie - KISS ME THRU THE PHONE

  • Jay Sean Featuring Lil Wayne - DOWN

  • Miley Cyrus - THE CLIMB

  • Drake - BEST I EVER HAD


  • Beyonce - HALO

  • Katy Perry - HOT N COLD

  • I know you want pop, you want dance, you want rock and roll
    You wanted boom boom? This year’s remix got symphonic soul
    I got pop, I got dance, I got rockin’ electronic club beats,
    I got hip-hop music with the future flow,
    So don’t worry, even if the sky is falling down, down, down
    Gonna be ok when it knocks you down, down, down,
    So baby don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down
    When you go down, when you go down down
    No need to worry, just pick back up when you’re tumbling down, down, down (down, down)
    It’s like I’ve been awakened
    Every step I’m taking
    Every rule I had you breaking
    Every move I’m making
    The risk that I’m taking
    The chances I’m taking
    With a big smile on my face
    And it never seems out of place
    Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the rock and roll
    Blame it on the rumba, so in sync with the symphonic soul
    I like that pop, I like that bass, I like them rockin’ electronic club beats
    Blame it on the hip-hop music with the future flow
    Baby, don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down
    Somewhere far along this road,
    Stressed out, I wanna let it go, I feel down, down, down (baby are you down, down, down, down, down)
    And oh, (hey) I’ve been traveling on this road too long (too long)
    Just trying to find my way back home (back home)
    The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone
    I gotta feeling
    Woo hoo
    I found God
    Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the rock and roll
    Blame it on the feeling of the music deep insi-i-i-ide your soul
    We got the pop, we got the dance, we got the rockin’ electronic club beats
    We got the hip-hop music with the future flow
    People in the place
    Put your put your hands in the air
    Now put your hands up, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
    Forever united here,
    Blame it on the po-po-po-po-poker face po-po-poker face
    So live your life (hey!)
    Let’s live it up (Ho!)
    If you wanna get down (Hey!)
    down (Ho!) down (Hey!)
    Muh muh muh muh (Ho!)
    I wanna get down, (hey!) down, down (Ho!)
    So baby, don’t worry, it’s alright, a-alright when it knocks you down
    When you go down, when you go down down
    No need to worry, just pick back up when you’re tumbling down, down, down (down, down)
    Blame it on the pop, blame it on the dance, blame it on the boom boom boom
    Gotta get that rumba, blame it on the 808 with the boom boom boom
    Gotta get that pop, gotta get that dance, gotta get that boom boom pow
    I gotta get, I gotta get this year’s remix with the future sound.
    I gotta feeling,
    But I never really had a doubt,
    that tonight’s gonna be a good night,
    that tonight’s gonna be a good night,
    and I say the same thing every single time
    you know that I could use somebody, (woo hoo)
    Open up your plans and damn your free (Hey!)
    Look into your heart and you’ll find love, love, love
    Stop stop stop feeling down, down, down
    Can’t you see love, love love?
    Isn’t this easy feeling love, love love?
    Down down down,
    It’s like I’ve been awakened
    Can’t you see every step I’m taking
    Don’t be afraid
    The risk that I’m taking
    Can’t you see, I’ve had a little too much feeling down, down, down
    Can’t you see every move I’m making
    Every rule I had you breaking
    Isn’t this easy feeling love, love, love
    We’ll make it out of this mess.
    Change your mind
    Baby just say yes,
    Da da da da da da da da da da..……


    原本想post元宵节迟来的内容,可是却一点心情也没有。心情在恢复当中,i pray,我们都在保佑。

    一个很突然的消息,在我会来的路途中接到了。阿麽进医院,而且还是Intensive care units(ICU) Click here to know how.他们说婆婆不能呼吸,心脏有问题。一大清早,爸爸就去了医院,大概8,9点,我在上课,但没有人通知我。在车里当接到这消息时,很冷静,第一感觉婆婆会没事,所以,也没那么担心。因为父母都很乱很紧张很担心。我立刻打给爸爸和小姑,大概3点半吧。既然还在危险期,还没出来。听得出小姑的声音刚哭过。爸爸说医生在帮婆婆打针。



    just received my cousin msg that, his parents also rush from Singapore to come Malaysia for visit ah ma, it is many ppl inside the hospital to support ah ma.